Monday, July 02, 2012
I was actually looking very foward to bkk.
But now with this so big group. I dunno how fun will it turn out to be. I'm a very pessimistic person. I tends to think alot. I get jealous i get cranky.
Very no link.
Till today i'm still very very afraid of losing you. Mayb you r right, i love you more den you love me. I'm still very much finding the courage for myself to leave you. I cant stand myself writing over here. Crying cos of i dunno whys. No calls no texts bcos i didnt come across ur mind. N lastly i'm not deserve to be treated well.
Mayb one day i will give up. Cry over a couple of months, put u in the deepest side of my heart and leave you. I dunno after this five years of together, how many years it will take me to forget you. But slowly i will. I will jus have to stay independent.
So much of memories. I'm very sure you are my everything, and i always wish i could give you everything. Not love i guess.
So much of promises u gave me. None came true, u told me so much of u would. Mayb all u wanted now was me to leave.
I suddenly dunno who this fatty is anymore, so cold.
12:42:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
The GirlY
YEO yeeleng! =D
ex dqps
ex bpsian
ex NYP NURSING!
mdis- dip in BM
yeeleng9096@hotmail.com
loves DEONADEBORAHALISA
loves HER CLIQUES
all about me:D
desires! =D Y
GRADUATION DAY
FAMILY it used to be.
CAMERA!
bangkok yr 2009!
new phone!
many many LOVES! =D
Wish Upon those StarsY
all my loves:D