everything's good now. like really good.
though sometime u r like so near yet so far kind. the high EQ me manage to go thru all this. i also dunno how long i can go on like tat. everyday i never fail to fear i will lose you. is like nearer and nearer kind. i'm not happy at timess, the jealousy kills. but seeing you smile makes everything worthwhile again. at least u r not in a difficult position.
i know. those words u say. u gonna love me even if i leave one day. is only nice now. it wont be true in the future dear. we gonna have a life on our own. another 5yrs or even 3yrs. but i really mean it when i say u will be the only guy i love so so much this life. so watever gonna happen. be glad someone love this uncle so much. lols! so old yet attractive. saying is so easy ar love. i really dunno how if i really lose u lo. wat will me be without u. =(
is our 3rd year this year. surprisingly time pass so fast. u seen me thru my days and now i'm back with you. u have been in the best chapter of my life. me too right? i brought much laughters and tears to ur life too right! in fact this 3 years was the happiest days i have. everyday looking forward to calls and ur face. to now looking forward for ur bbm and calls. cos i can see u almost everyday now love.
funny when all couples will look forward to a better future but me now thinking and fearing when i will lose you!=(
will we be so silly when we part one day. still waiting for calls and texts. still missing each other terribly much? tat time this gonna hurt much more.
let my emoness stop okay. is the new year. hopefully we still can be tgt to celebrate as many festives tgt. many bdays of ours tgt. and definitely more happy days ahead.
now u know how much u mean to me. i'm really not kidding when i say u will be first man i love so much this life.
love you dearest! hugs and kisses. i always wan your everything. hugs, kisses and misses. =D
*fatty i really wish u could go bkk with me. even if i couldn't slim down in time. i promise to do my teeth okay. i wan a holiday with you my dearest!
