Friday, April 30, 2010

i insist not to go becos of why???????????????????????????? you noe or not becos i noe u love me so much so i decide not to go n to let u love me n make sure you do more than the 20 things that mention by you ok you love me?

loves fatty,

12:58:00 PM
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never go la miss miss aiya wait 1 day went you see someone more handsome you go away also

hahahahas monday can or not mens coming leady lei...................have to wait for 1 week liow.hais

loves fatty,

12:56:00 PM
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i'm missing my dearest alot alot.


miss you. big hugs. loves.

2:40:00 AM
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Thursday, April 29, 2010

fatty.


very difficult to be ur gf lei. dun wan to see you go holiday also mus list out 20points. 1 point can alr lo. will miss you like siao ar.


1.miss you.

2.miss ur nags.

3.miss your call.

4.miss ur texts.

5.miss my hugs.

6.miss my kisses.

7.miss when no one listen to my noise.

8.miss when nobody listen to my problems.

9.when everything not going right n u r not ard.

10. very very sure u will miss me too.

11. u will miss my noise.

12. u will miss not talking to me.

13. u will miss not asking wat m i doin.

14. u will worry if i got go out anot.

15. u will keep thinking if i got answer any call.

16. or reply anyone sms.

17. or worry tat i go supper anot.

18. all in all. i will miss you alot.

19. u will miss me too.

20. but after listing 20 items n u still got to go. i still got no choice but to let u go ma. no meh. like a fool really list all in the hope of u not going. =(


the work is not goin well. family also. how to quit now? everything bad comes tgt.


but fatty will always be ard. i make noise cos i'm worry u wont be ard one day too. i dun wan to see tat day come okay. losing a fren is alr so sad le. i cant imagine.


okay goodnights. love you.

1:21:00 AM
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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

miss ppl can control. den there wont be miss anymore. slap u ar.

everytime mus make noise den u will listen properly. den u will miss.


how la. job interview sucks lei. the good fren is leaving too. anyhow anyway she brighten up part of my life. i still think is kind of harsh doin this to her. really? u mus try standing in our perspective n see. u will understand more den anyone else. cos u r always standing by us. no matter how bad she is. you r the one who groom her up too. i'm very sure u dun wanna see her fall. y is the company becoming like tat?


miss u. u owe me a large cup of koi i tell you! loves!

2:27:00 AM
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010

ya lo early in the morning kaopei i dun like lei y u dunno how to control u must know i dun like xertain thing ok

loves fattyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,


12:01:00 PM
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i'm starting to miss my fatty!


may gonna be a lousy month. my dearest is not gonna be ard for many many days. love y0u. big hugs. mwahs.


u should teach me a new way not to miss you. den i wont make so much noise!


loves.

2:40:00 AM
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Friday, April 23, 2010

u everything also dun wan tell me. i also dunno wat u wan lo. is not the way to love you know. to put the person all alone facing the problems herself. no communication no assurance.

1:21:00 AM
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Thursday, April 22, 2010

told you is not holiday is more on bonding trip,do you know latedly she keep on asking me alot of things and i dunno how to reply her sometime is better to miss each other for a few day rather than gone forever you think about it is that the correct way of doing things sometime i also must be smart cannot everytime dunwan go sure she fill something is wrong what,...please be there to understand each other not just everytime know how to make niose only ok stp...........................


loves fatty,

1:49:00 PM
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u better be in a coma if one day i'm gone ar. u better be. cos i will be back to peep at you. who say i'm gonna leave you. i will send my spies to look at u. make sure u r in coma but still loving n missing me! lalala.


fatty can u not go on holidays. =( i promise to be a good girl n not go drinking n disco for may n june! lols.


love you. big hugs!

1:13:00 AM
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

is not that la ah pui ..........................i got both side to decide ley i must balance things ma i really love you and if 1 day if you decide to leave me i will be in coma ....................and really dunno what to do de but in the other side can i be selfish just keep you by my side that i have to leave it to you i cant decide for you ma.Never want to tell you in the morning becos is your off"s day dun want to spoit your day ok stp............so what you want me to do and you yourself to do................

loves fatty,

1:26:00 PM
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aiya regarding work. we will jus keep looking around. if suitable den i will leave okay. or better still if u got new plans up. sure gonna work with u as well. i'm on ur side de okay! loves.


i really wonder if i were to walk away one day. will u still be telling me u love me n get me back. or u cant wait for me to walk away now.


the relationship between us is so complicated. i dun even know if u bother about my feeling sometime. you jus seem so dun care. ya ya. u mus thinking. when u r nice to bring me to wherever y didnt i say anything. u know certain things between us change. u used to know me very well. u used to say how much u dun like holidays. cos you miss alot. but now is sorry. i jus got to go.


i really wish i can wake up one day n not miss u n love u anymore. but i can no longer do this. u r alr part of my life. part of me tat i couldn't miss out on. u dun even know how lousy i feel sometime. i jus wish u can understand me and know in my life u can nv b replace.


never once i love a guy so much. i say this for dunno how many times to u. no matter how bad the days go. nv in my mind i wan to let u go. but for you i really dunno. is jus nv the same anymore.


is it always like tat. when u love a person too much. is also the time u r gonna lose the person. but wat if u r gone. wat's gonna be me without you. i dunno. my worries are always there. i dun wish to lose u one day den know all this is too late.


loves.

1:00:00 AM
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

pui go look for new job la this company no good la....................................no point helping...........

loves fatty,


1:28:00 PM
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Monday, April 19, 2010

you know ok la still make so much noise for what aiya you think so easy to forget so much monies involve hais not so easy ok................................................................................................

see you tonite love you too and will try ok to be nicer...............................................................

loves fatty,

11:24:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!


i miss my fatty boy!


fatty been feeling lousy recently. although he smile smile on the outside. i know something is not right? yes dearest? everything gonna b alright soon. it jus need awhile to recover.


jus enjoy our day. love you! hugs!

1:12:00 AM
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Thursday, April 15, 2010

today been a really lousy day.


u was all good n nice before we left for bed last night. telling me u miss me. n we gonna have lunch or head home tgt tmr. is either one of those. but when the next day come. everything on the part of u being nice was gone. nothing nothing for me. even an hour for a meal.


i cant stop but think wher i actually stand now. all the misses i have dun seem to matter to u. why fatty? is it so difficult to make me happy for once. to make me think tat loving u wasn't a wrong choice. n telling myself u still do love n care bout me. why i will feel tat this relationship means more to me den u. me taking all the initiative to see you? not once u will plan to see me. bring me out n have a nice time.


now even if u think i'm in the wrong also doesn't matter anymore. i jus hate it when u break ur promises n keep no explaination to me. u dun spend time to talk n make sure things is alright. is like i'm not even in the least important to you to make things feel good. n left me the entire day this way. this is you i suppose. but u dunno how much ur action hurt.


do u really take this love for granted cos i'm the one loving u so much.

2:32:00 AM
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

thurs n fri gonna be our day.


fatty fatty gonna be back to my side, finally done with busy stuff. miss everything everything. we are going to spent time tgt lo. u miss alot also right?


ahahas. miss you. love you. gonna get real hugs n kisses lo. =D


*so itchy u know!=( gonna show u all the ugly bites! loves!

1:39:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

i miss this ah boy of mine.


cant wait for the 15th. gonna hug u tight tight all day long.


love you!

1:54:00 AM
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Saturday, April 03, 2010

i'm missing u so much now. do you?

12:47:00 AM
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Friday, April 02, 2010

i think u should read the old posts as well.


you will know how sweet u used to be. a seed to a plant to a tree. now alrdy to a tree alrdy. den wat's gonna happen next.


love you. read the previous post too k!

3:18:00 AM
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i actually spent time to read about us. the posts tat we actually started putting up when we were together. it was so different somehow.


fatty u change alot u realise.

many things u said. many promises u gave. jus seem to dissappear. i'm very sure we dun use to b like tat. it hurts alot to see how things turn out today. now i'm slightly in a clearer mind. i'm starting to think.


watever happen today hit me real hard. i'm really worried and scare so much things gonna happen. i dunno wat will happen of me when all this happen. is so hard to have u out of my life alrdy. even with the saying alrdy make me feel so pain. when the real thing comes wat's gonna be me without you?


can you not keep anything from me? can you tell me everything from now onwards? good and bad. nice or awful. we need a proper talk. i wan to know all about you again. something change. i dun even know how to explain. but i know this is not thinking too much. is it bcos of your added responsibilities? ur business ur family.


ur business ur family matters alot now. this relationship is something u bear to let go alrdy. (but in our older posts. u will nv think or say this way.) is it so? two yrs is enough to see if a guy is really into you.


maybe i'm still young. i really thought this could last forever. i tot by loving you is enough. i cant let go till now. fatty all this while. no matter how many guy frens i have, u are the only one tat matters to me.


i dunno how to continue. i dunno wat exactly u r thinking right now. i really wish u will tell me wat u r thinking. i wish u could tell me wat to do about all this. is not easy. but we have come so far. are we gonna let go of all this?


1:59:00 AM
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