fatty.
is been a long while we quarrelled till so badly.
my heart aches alot. i dunno how to face this at all.
i know very clearly in me last night. u r gone.
why? why do i choose to hang on. i'm no longer the girl tat let each relationship goes away so easily. i've fallen really deep in this time round. is like jus awhile we have been together. this awhile actually fill in 4years of my time.
i always say is diff bcos. i know clearly i wont find another one like you. but u have another one still for u. i'm selfish now cos i dun wan to be alone without u. u mean too much to me. too much dearest.
everywher i go, watever i do clearly reminds me of you. not hanging out with guys, taking pictures near them alrdy a habit. cos i dun wan u to be unhappy. of cos i know i wan u to be jealous sometime. i wan your attention at all times. i smile when i know u r angry. but always i will still say. you will be the only man i love dearest. no one, no one can replace u.
of cos the silly promise we have tat might not come true. when we are old one day. will u still call me n say u miss me? n if i ever get married. will i whisper into ur ears, fatty i still love u so, the only man i truely love.
fatty watever i say. can you believe me for once. i'm 21. i know wat is love. i want you. i really mean it. shall we walk one day n see one day. tat's no future we can look forward to. only tomorrow i always look forward to.
and if i ever dun feel jealous of you. tat's really something wrong with me. i love you for you. not bcos u r a boss and old tat's y i love.
i miss you and i dun wish to lose you. seeing you walk away is the last thing i ever want.
