i feel alot this bday.
i expected from u too much. too much that my disappointment was so much too. i have 101% of trust with you. i trust u with all my heart. i never like to go thru ur things. but things jus came coming into my eyes n ears. i still sided you. knowing u r like tat. but i jus cant get over it myself. i wan to know i'm ur only one.
my bday. 21st! i shall see wat's up with the plans tmr. my night is alr ruined. too much things running in my mind.
i hope for night tgt also fail alr.
chalet wise. i appreciate the help. but i dunno how many more years of this to come. i'm so worried thinking of a relationship with no future. i dun wanna lose it. but how? i cant stop feeling jealous when u dun care abt me. i'm in big mess.
love u fatty.
