i still visit here very often.
always hoping you will drop me something. this place means so much to me. till i know one day when we are no longer possible. this place will stay exists. bringing with me good n bad days of ours.
i get so afraid this days. my mind keeps running in all sorts of ways. i dunno how to control this anymore. the same dream keep appearing. jus tat the way of losing you was diff.
i also realise this painful truth. i put in too much into this. i love you way more than any other thing. my tears fell especially easy this days. you no longer bother if i'm happy or sad. jus urself tat u r bothered with.
my hugs get tighter each time. also silently hoping tat this hug will last. nothing fails me. i'm scared now. this will be too much for me to handle.
love you fatty. can you the love me the way i deserved. love me the way tat i'm worth it.
