fatty.
r u a need or a want? i'm worried i will be so over reliant and dependent on you dearest. my expectations of u is so much. even you cant handle me as well.
i'm afraid. this nightmare keep appearing. there's so many reasons to know u will be gone one day and stop loving me somehow. i know we agreed on passing each day as it is. but this worries cant stop bothering me somehow.
i dun wanna have other guy except you now. i'm being all silly now. i expect too much from this relationship that watever happens in the near future gonna hit me real hard.
i'm trying to take things as it is. but fatty is not gonna be so easy. even urself. isn't it hard on you too?
love you.
