today been a really lousy day.
u was all good n nice before we left for bed last night. telling me u miss me. n we gonna have lunch or head home tgt tmr. is either one of those. but when the next day come. everything on the part of u being nice was gone. nothing nothing for me. even an hour for a meal.
i cant stop but think wher i actually stand now. all the misses i have dun seem to matter to u. why fatty? is it so difficult to make me happy for once. to make me think tat loving u wasn't a wrong choice. n telling myself u still do love n care bout me. why i will feel tat this relationship means more to me den u. me taking all the initiative to see you? not once u will plan to see me. bring me out n have a nice time.
now even if u think i'm in the wrong also doesn't matter anymore. i jus hate it when u break ur promises n keep no explaination to me. u dun spend time to talk n make sure things is alright. is like i'm not even in the least important to you to make things feel good. n left me the entire day this way. this is you i suppose. but u dunno how much ur action hurt.
do u really take this love for granted cos i'm the one loving u so much.
