i actually spent time to read about us. the posts tat we actually started putting up when we were together. it was so different somehow.
fatty u change alot u realise.
many things u said. many promises u gave. jus seem to dissappear. i'm very sure we dun use to b like tat. it hurts alot to see how things turn out today. now i'm slightly in a clearer mind. i'm starting to think.
watever happen today hit me real hard. i'm really worried and scare so much things gonna happen. i dunno wat will happen of me when all this happen. is so hard to have u out of my life alrdy. even with the saying alrdy make me feel so pain. when the real thing comes wat's gonna be me without you?
can you not keep anything from me? can you tell me everything from now onwards? good and bad. nice or awful. we need a proper talk. i wan to know all about you again. something change. i dun even know how to explain. but i know this is not thinking too much. is it bcos of your added responsibilities? ur business ur family.
ur business ur family matters alot now. this relationship is something u bear to let go alrdy. (but in our older posts. u will nv think or say this way.) is it so? two yrs is enough to see if a guy is really into you.
maybe i'm still young. i really thought this could last forever. i tot by loving you is enough. i cant let go till now. fatty all this while. no matter how many guy frens i have, u are the only one tat matters to me.
i dunno how to continue. i dunno wat exactly u r thinking right now. i really wish u will tell me wat u r thinking. i wish u could tell me wat to do about all this. is not easy. but we have come so far. are we gonna let go of all this?
