i dunno.
i've been thinking alot. so many things to make me think more. i'm not happy. but u jus dun realise. u didnt even realise i need you sometime. u dun even make some effort for us.
i dunno how long i can go thru all this shit with u. though we r tgt for long. but things nv change. i love us. but not how i'm treated. u take things for granted. i'm always waiting for u. ur call ur texts. some days it nv comes. promises are always empty.u dun long to see me like how i do.
u dun miss like how i do. is it suppose to be this way after all this, after so much we have gone thru. i finally see how i'm being sacrifice today. how much heartache i feel when i'm all alone home. with all the teary eyes. i dunno how to face anyone at all. is this wat i bring onto myself.
i dun even know now if i should meet u on sat. when i was not even on ur list for the day. u dun plan the time for me. like how i plan my time for u.
it hurts myself. to see how i always force things to happen. u dun. cos even without me. u would b good.