i dunno whether u will get to see this. cos u will be away from the office for a long holiday. somemore nowadays facebook more important den this space of ours lo. i still never fails to log in everyday to see whether i will be surprise anot lo. i think one day if this space is gone. you also wont realise.
but you must spend time reading this okay.
so how long we met dearest?
we are almost entering the 3rd yr of knowing each other. the very first place i met u. macdonald. the quite rude n irritating guy. who hang up before ppl start to talk. den we spent time working tgt. goin hm tgt. having meals tgt. almost in everyday of my life u never fails to come in. u will buy snacks and finger food whenever possible. at the moment, i really thought... wa how come i got such an AWESOME BOSS. lols.
den i got to go back to sch. still u nv fail to call me up. ask me to work. day n night. it seems like a workaholic tat didnt really bother bout sch stuff. ur company ur shop bothers me more. i said all this bcos it jus seems tat watever happen. the ups n downs. u was always around. to spare me tat pair of listening ears. i remember even when u was at barcelona and i was in the midst of dropping out. u texted me. talking to me. i know at the moment i wish u was in singapore. telling me wat to do. remember i was ur super woman too. lols.
which was also tat period of time. you started saying u MISS me. for months i thought it was jus a normal thing. i dun wan to believe ur miss at all and jus wan us to be like frens. den we started talking more n more on the phone. going out alone instead with the group. for months this continues.
u did so much for my 18th bday. n after my 18th when i fall really really sick. i can see how much u care. u got me those preserved plums. ask me to mix with water. call me constantly to ask if i have eaten n feel better. when to get the plums for me late at night before heading home. tat was really the first time a guy treated me so nicely. u mus be smiling now. cos u left such a big impact on me.
for months we been very close. u was like my personal advisor telling me wat to do. somehow a person i look up to whenever i face problem. so wat was the answer? who fall for who first. i really dunno the exact answer. but things jus came very naturally. i never ever expected myself to be in this. REALLY?
so now we are entering the 2nd year of being together. how time flies. we gone thru many good and bad days. u was also in my growing up years. sch days to workin days.
i dun even dare to look at our future n jus wish day slowly pass. i swear i wish u r single sometimes. n i wish u was all mine. but nth is perfect. i dunno how long we can be tgt. or this can stay. but till now in my heart nth change. i wan u to be mine forever.
i know i'm unreasonable at times. i always wish u was like a boyfren kind of material. the one i can call n text whenever i need. i didnt know i can be so possesive until i have u. it seems like a day without u was so hard to pass.
so i've written so much so much for you today. i wan you to know u r appreciated. and you are alrdy in part of me. without u nth is a whole.
though we can only see each other on the third day of cny.
dun worry i will miss u many many.
though ur bday we still wont be seeing each other.
we will have a meal tgt after the busy days.
though this valentine we wont be tgt.
i know u will make it up a day for me.
you will still be the only guy in my mind.
not replaceable by any others.
cos u r the only fatty i have in mind.
lastly after so much...
happy birthday dearest.
dun make me miss you too much.
loves pui pui.
