i dunno wat's goin on with me like u insist. i always thought a relationship is about two.
i think the more u dun understand how i feel. the more u sound nasty. u shout. is never goin to make things better. i swear. is goin to hurt me more when i'm alrdy hurt.
i see from my way. u can give the whole world ur time but not me. i need to make noise need to feel lousy den u will appear. y cant u jus nicely. be ther when i need u. or sometimes make some time for me.
is been weeks lei. since dec started. i always hope after a day of tiring work u will be there. but u never show up. even for a whole week like last. u dun even fetch. u see my point. other thing are always important but is never me. u jus wan me to understand. when i told u i cant. is small little things tat u do tat make me feel good. but u will never be tat nice.
u never know wat's wrong with me but choose to shout to solve things.
i dunno wat christmas goona be for us. u will tell me u r busy with things again. when everyone else is busy getting gifts n all. you will never do that like u do last yr. everything jus changes. the behaviour like i'm not important at all.
i'm very tired.
loves.
