however how you noe i nvr come here everyday to read what u going to blog or why dun you be more resonable to understand how i feel that i myself cant do anything eccept i only can hope for your text when you reach home safe that the only thing i am looking for b4 i retired every nite that whether can call u or text u i have told u b4 if we cannot bare just sometime dun have sweet msg n call the following day will call or text u ma if what any1 noe about this than me n u will be gone......................................u understand i cant slp in the nite n i cant wake up in the morning n if i do so i will have my hypertension again is that what u want me to be than if 1 day what if u cant see my or no text from me you'll be happy is it that means idle i die or sick are u happy with that ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
I believe i have told u b4 sometime we have to play smart not rush into things like rather we cant meet at all which way do you prefer can you tell me?????????????????????????????????
and is very funny everytime i only go to ur work pl n not others dun u thing u cant dun care but i cannot dun care because u only care 1 things is a must to do go eat with u n must see u must this must that and the thing you also dun understand me is i also care what is ur status whether are u safe at home or what ever..............................................is up to you now to thing I am sandwich in between if thing i must do whatever u thing is right than i also have thing what is right n wrong for me to love you in this way rather every week you want to show me face n throw tantrum at that sa if i really dun about you and dun care of this blog i really find more n more dificult for me to understand you more n more each day n i have told you b4 tomorrow will always come and the sun will always rise in the morning why cant we love each others in the nicer way than like this and what about those ppl where they long distand relationship................................................
this is i explain to you if you still cannot understand that i also cannot explain anymore i am also hurt and in pain not only you .........................................................,
love but sad fatty,
