fatty.
is really difficult. i try my best. to be really really nice. but things always turn out the other way. i hate to see myself unhappy. i dun wan u to be unhappy too. but u wan me to voice out. i wan to get solution. it really sucks to have a night end this way. really.
i cant get you for 24/7. anytime i wan you i will get you. off day was fatty day. fatty off day is my day too. this few weeks never seem to be the same. is lesser lesser of you. i must come up with stupid things to see you. fetch me home twice a week. a must to meet me for lunch. this n that. make noise to see ur face.
is that really how a relationship goes. is not i dun understand u. i appreciate all the things u did. but i wish u could do it the way i dun make noise. do it nicely. hoping to see me like i do.
aiya i now say wat also no use. cos u will think i dun think for u. but it never appear to u tat u r important to me. and watever u say matters to me. at the same time the hard to come meet up is ruin. sure not happy la. if i quiet n be understanding to u. tat means i am something wrong or i dun love u at all.
think about how i feel. is difficult for us. but we got to work doubly hard for happiness too. my priorities was you. but am i ever one of yours.
love you.
is lousy shedding tears all the time. seeing this relationship not working and improving. i'm trying trying not to be noisy. but things always turn out the way i dun wan to be. can i not state my requests. but still get u automatically know me and get make me happy. is been a long while we both enjoyed ourselves. really.
