fatty.
why why. no post at all. u are getting more and more lazy lo.
i'm not lazy but bcos i see no posts n it seems like no one bothers lo.
dearest i know i have been really unreasonable, grumpy and noisy this couple of weeks. but everything jus seems so different. i get really really little of you. you are like so uncontactable. i dun like the feeling. when i'm down. when i need someone to share things with. u r nvr ard.
off day is like the day of the week i always happily look forward to. when i have endless moments with you. smiling hugging n jus the moments of us. den the next week come along n i got to worry if my off day will u be there.
yea. maybe i need a part time bf. so when u r not ard ther's someone ther for me as well. jus joking la. having u is so much of a headache alrdy. making my eyes sore so much. maybe i need to wear specs is also bcos of u. hahas.
break up was never a choice in my mind. but always how to solve the problem we have. definitely to improve the relationship between us. i still wan to see my fatty become uncle. my fatty become old old. and u seeing ur pui growing up into my 20s den 30s. who say gonna leave u. gonna stick with u for as long as we can.
sometimes i jus wish tat you understand. i dun meant to make u feel difficult. i jus want u to understand how i feel. sometimes weekends are jus so unavailable. friday is like so important. my afternoons was always hoping ther's surprise to lunch before work like we always do. but nowadays it will always turn into dissappointment. mus i really make noise to see u. dun u wan to see me too?
this few weeks have been lousy. me tearing up so much bcos of u. feeling so helpless yet hopeful everything turnss better. still i love you so much. for making me feel miserable.
