i think u forever also wont understand me de lo.
den u will start saying i'm making things difficult. y i everytime say is different. i go malaysia u still can talk to me. sms me. u go overseas. i cant do anyting lei. i got to stare blindly at the stupid phone n not doin anything with it u know. n when the time u go is right before i come back. aiya aiya. i say so much also no use now. everything is decided. u also wish to go de lo. last time u still will say how ar. how much u dun wish to go out station. now?
i ask u to type something nice. but all u do was rubbish. is it really so difficult to write nice things. u like to see nice things. i like too.
i know u deleted those smses with ur name on it. i kept quiet and didnt ask much. the worse it became. even those with fatty names u deleted too. i alrdy didnt get much of u. sms with fatty name on it also cant be keep. u tell me lo. wat is this relationship about. seeing u talking to u. as long as i have u in my heart will do is it. i told u before alrdy. i wan to feel tat u exist. at least sometime when u are not anywher near me. i see the msgs n feel good. i know u miss me. u always love me.
u go think lo. whether my feelings matter to u anot. i feel so hurt so hurt sometime. sometime i wish when i dun say anything u will know wat i wan n surprise me. when things n jus say like tat is no longer nice anymore.
maybe i dun feel good cos i will be missing u for 5 days. tat's y i'm throwing tantrums. but i'm sure there is things tat go wrong to make me feel this way.
love n miss u fatty.
