fatty i'm tired alrdy.
i really dunno wat's with us. or wat's with u n me. whenever we quarrel nowadays. you will jus say we dun meet anymore. u always sound like u dun wan me anymore. i dun like us to be like tat. the last post still bothers me very much. esp when u say u try to go let go of this relationship a few times. i dun wan everything to be gone before i realise it.
even now when u decided to go for ur holidays. u jus dun wish to mention it. are u goin to tell me one hour before u leave for the trip.
jus like wat happen today. i thought we will catch a movie n spend the day tgt. u didnt say anything bout goin home after lunch. u really think i can read ur mind ar. i dunno wat's ur plan when u dun say anything bout them de u know. i hardly get ur time. definitely i wish to spend watever time i have with u la.
i really got enough of all this. we haven been having a happy times. i've been think n crying very often. tired of crying myself to bed. having nightmares of us quarreling.
at the same time dun wish to lose u so much. first time a relationship hurt me so much. m i suppose to take this relationship seriously or not. u teach me wat to do lo.
loves.
