i dunno wat's goin on.
sometimes i wonder wat will my life be without u.
i dunno if u try to ever put effort.
dun say i dun understand. u dun understand me as well.
i'm always on the other side waiting for u. making a little effort to meet me for lunch. to meet me before work. u never do. my hopes always dashed. is it really so hard for u to even spare an hour for me. is it really so hard to lunch with me.
everything been lousy for me since this week started. i see frens planning my bday. meeting me up. puttng the effort to arrange everything, but my fatty doing nothing, nothing else except telling me u cant make it for this n tat. we got no plans for the whole of sept at all.
i'm tired. tired of loving u. making myself feel so miserable.
n this blog. wat's the point of having them. when u can dun bother at all.
one day when u hear me not complaining. i might be losing hopes n giving up.