i was in a lost wat to type initially.
i dunno how to explain the relationship between us. there wont be forever. but i know is too late that i can say i dun need u i dun wan u. in fact we ourselves dun expect us to be in this.
is getting worse each day. i get lesser n lesser of u. sooner or later i will lose u?
it used to be my off day is fatty day. is never like this for weeks alrdy.sometime i jus wish u could read my mind. know wat i want. accomodate me. talk to me. i'm looking forward to 20th. the only off day we could match each other. dun spoil it for me.
next is my bday. i dun even think u can come out on a sunday to wish me a happy bday.
is not u alone having a headache. not u alone feeling sad. i'm on the same boat with u. feeling exactly the same way as u.
no matter how bad our day is. looking back how we always laugh tgt. those hugs plentyful of kisses. those angry moments dun last. but we do. u will be my fatty dearest no matter how long i wan. only i can dun wan u. u cannot dun wan me okay. big ass.
pls la. make an effort to have lunch tgt.
love you. hugs.
