dearest.
this few days wasn't great for me as well. i really dunno wher our relationship is heading sometime. i'm tired. tired of waiting for u. hearing from u. the hug tat i need. the understanding i want from u.
sometime u wan my understanding. but my understanding towards u have a limit. starting was to wait for ur call. now wait for ur sms. next wat do i wait. for u to appear right in front of me. no contact at all. how do i get thru the days when i needed u.
i told u once. even if u r busy the whole day. i jus wish to have a meal with u. i slp early. wake up at the time we suppose to meet. from 11 waited till 12. 12 till 1. i finally give up waiting. u ever know how disappointed i get hearing this almost everytime. u got something to do.
dearest i'm feeling damn lousy. i wan to try to ignore u. but another side of me cant live without u. i dunno how long we will be tgt. but nv once i love a guy this much. i dun feel good seeing u stress up n feel sad. but i feel sad too when i get nth of u sometime.
i told u once the bad days come it nv stops. u get wat i mean now. i hate all this.
all i need is some time. look forward to better days.
still love u the same like always. miss u.
