Friday, July 31, 2009

my fatty wont leave me de. cos he love me equally much as i love him.


this few days was good right. we spend most of the time tgt. good things come to an end yes? got to wait for another off day. time always passed so fast when we are so comfortable in each other arms.

dun think so much. my guys fren not as fat not as handsome as u. they dun love n care bout me the way u do. sure lose to u de la. u wont get replace de dearest. this relationship between us is so special. after being tgt so long. i still wan to see u everyday. wan to hear u saying u love me. n definitely " you're all i ever wanted. "








i wan us to be smiling like this everyday.


1:21:00 AM
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Thursday, July 30, 2009

got time go facebook no time post hor.........................................si tua pui............................................

one more time take picture with all the cb guy friends again you see i leave you or not..................

I am not joking,

Fatty,

(but fatty always love you)


12:43:00 PM
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Monday, July 27, 2009

I also dunno why............................I think is i dun like guys calling you ...............................I think you are still want to be close with your guys friends.............................the way you talk to me there also changes i fine you wont know it............................is ok la we shall see and look forwards okie

Fatty love you too pui,

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

1:57:00 PM
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Sunday, July 26, 2009

i dunno this week been a pretty bad one. july was nv a good one.


i hated all the shoutings. those hanging up of calls. u nv used to do this. u hurt me without knowing somtime. wat's the point of u driving me to work when we dun even talk. when ur mood isn't good. when u no longer cheer me up like u used to. i hate to think thru the night without assuring tat we r fine n jus end the day. a night wouldn't be ending good this way.


loves. where's the nice fatty i used to be with. wher's the ever patient guy i have. the one who loves care n dotes on me. the fatty who understand me.


i love u dearest. but everything this week happen make me sad. those happy moments nv seems to come. with us holding hands, giving big hugs and many kisses. let's hope august quickly come.


i miss my fatty. the one who loves , dotes n understand me.


love puipui.

1:09:00 AM
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Thursday, July 23, 2009

fatty i miss you. is gonna be a long weekend again.


problems should be blown away along with the wind. i wan to see those beautiful days ahead of us. loves u. =D

1:21:00 AM
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

today is suppose to be a good off day.


i try accomodating to u. i know u will be occupy with work till late. so no calls in the noon. till evening still no calls. i dun even know wher to go to meet up with u. is okay even after a last minute to harbour front. i went ther. u say u needed more time. i look ard for built a bear. saw the cute bears n they come with attires tat u will wear often. so happy the thought of having a bear like u.


i thought u will be even happier seeing me after a long day. haiis. is always wat i think. told u to take a look at the bears. u say no time. we started talking. u sound like i'm there to disturb ur work. get the dinner done n off we go. wat is all this. i borrow ur phone not bcos i wanna save on phone calls. my phone got no battery. i got no schuedule n i jus wan to inform ppl. y cant u jus try to understand how i feel sometime. is it really i m wrong at all times. i hate ppl shouting at me. esp my love one. i'm trying to be nice the whole of today but in the end i m the unreasonable one.


fatty. i dun wan to be unhappy n show u faces. i love u. i wan us to be happy tgt. i nv get enough of u. i seek ur understanding.


there r many days n months for us ahead. breaking up was nv my solution. n it will never be.


loves u.

11:13:00 PM
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ytd i got many many things to say. i wan to type alot alot of things. i'm so happy fatty make so much efforrt to make me feel better n smile more. but like wat all good things come to an end sometime. den the sad part will come by. is a routine i guess.


u got this funny pattern. maybe u dun realise at times. u will ask funny things. den i will start questioning. jus like today. u ask when's my off. cos we plan the off tgt. u should be free de lo. i ask u why lei. u say maybe got things to do in office. y cant u jus tell me u wan to meet up with ur classmates. u will say i think too much. u dun say. i think even more can. is two days ago thing. but i dunno a single thing.


dearest. i dun like lei. i tell u everything. wat i'm doing. wat i'm going to do. who i'm meeting. but i know nuts about u. i mus keep on pestering u. making noise. before i will hear something from u or in fact finding things out myself. is this the way we should communicate?


fatty. u know if i dun care bout u. dun love u this much. i wont be making myself think so much everyday. while i'm busy n u r free. when i'm free n u busy. u r still on mind every single moments. though we r jus a phone away. but sometime contacting is so hard. i put my trust n love with u.


is not the first time. AGAIN I'M SAYING! " I WANT TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU! "


very demanding hor. but this is wat ur pui gf is. like how her fatty bf dun like all her guy fren like tat. it will be one week later after u read this.


love n miss u. hugs. i feel better talkin to my blog.

1:35:00 AM
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

situapui, never post rather talk to friends all nite and dun want post to me................................: (

anyway this whole i cant post must wait till next week hahas love love love...............................: )

care about you,.

loving fatty cute hor me..........

4:40:00 PM
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Monday, July 20, 2009

SI TUA PUI ,

napupupupu,

hehe,

love fatty.

12:48:00 PM
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I got give you suprise hor dun say never hor,how is mcd bf nice right? is the compani right? so dun complain any more hor pui aa.....................................................you think if i got the time i dunwan to keep you compani mea dun always kaopei ok i got time sure give you it to you de....

ok la talk so much no use de you some time dun understand me de la nevermind la we just carry on our dating ok loves...... :) love you more n more okiedokie.............................................................

love you always,

fatty (shinny man).

11:52:00 AM
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Saturday, July 18, 2009

full shift again. wth. 4 full in a row. =(

11:13:00 AM
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i really really hate days without fatty.


i got very very little of him recently. he's time management is really bad nowadays. i only see him in the evening when i'm having off. once a week. he dun even really bother. he used to slp early n wake up early to get he's stuff done when we are meeting for the day. not anymore u realise? can u surprise me one day. telling me u r done n the other way round waiting to see me.


sometime i dun even know wat to do when i miss him. are we alrdy at our own comfort zone. but u still matters alot to me. to make me happy mad upset and dissappointed in this relationship.


the same time of the yr is here again. we are almost a year tgt. so fast. n is time i'm getting my second present from him. sounds familiar. i should start lookin for my present lo. it should be the first present right. from my fatty bf! =D


loves loves. i miss u.


12:41:00 AM
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Friday, July 17, 2009

pui pui i gonna miss you for this weekend and the whole of next week take care ok :(,.

but we gonna enjoy on 27th ley hahaha.............................order your cake already not???????

you better go and look for your bd present for next year de becos this got camera aleady hor

hahahahahaha kaopei lo..................................................sesesesesese kaopei again .........................

if you show face again i will never go to the shop anymore...................promise.............................

fatty loves who?

pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui la........................,

1:37:00 PM
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Thursday, July 16, 2009

i miss you too pui,
but someone show face and dun even want to talk to me when i still try to go to the shop and see her,,,,,,,,I dunno what i have done wrong you start to show me face you are the want telling me not meeting me and all this you think i not angry.
fatty loves.,

2:41:00 PM
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i miss u fatty. =(


someone never call for the whole night lo. big ass. never even ask me wher i'm going. stupid idiot.

12:44:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Saturday, July 11, 2009

dearest.


this few days wasn't great for me as well. i really dunno wher our relationship is heading sometime. i'm tired. tired of waiting for u. hearing from u. the hug tat i need. the understanding i want from u.


sometime u wan my understanding. but my understanding towards u have a limit. starting was to wait for ur call. now wait for ur sms. next wat do i wait. for u to appear right in front of me. no contact at all. how do i get thru the days when i needed u.


i told u once. even if u r busy the whole day. i jus wish to have a meal with u. i slp early. wake up at the time we suppose to meet. from 11 waited till 12. 12 till 1. i finally give up waiting. u ever know how disappointed i get hearing this almost everytime. u got something to do.


dearest i'm feeling damn lousy. i wan to try to ignore u. but another side of me cant live without u. i dunno how long we will be tgt. but nv once i love a guy this much. i dun feel good seeing u stress up n feel sad. but i feel sad too when i get nth of u sometime.


i told u once the bad days come it nv stops. u get wat i mean now. i hate all this.


all i need is some time. look forward to better days.


still love u the same like always. miss u.

12:41:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Friday, July 10, 2009

last night was sad ......................................

she keep on checking my phone i dunno why?

she finds me suppicious she say everytime off my phone n alot more............

puipui i think is better not calling me n texting is also better for me to text or call you myself ok.

i hope really hope you can understand me i couldnt sleep last night my chest pain dunno why stress maybe................ I really very very very long never see you smile but instead see you putting on your long face more i really dunno how to pls you anymore i really deed my best you noe. i am here to make you n myself HAPPY but ..................................................................................

i really want to see your smiling face the chabie want i mean ok pui pui.............................................

Fatty will adore and dote my pui pui forever............................

Love my puity

fatty,.

(just kool man after 26th we will enjoy la every nite nun,nun,nun,nun,nun until you 80kg)

3:28:00 PM
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what ever happen good or bad things I Always love my pui pui de

that all i want to say for now okokokokokokok

Fatty love Pui

12:55:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

love my fatty.

he made me laugh alot recently. made me miss him alot. very tolerating towards me. cos he know he's not always free. whenever we have time tgt he sure will make it an enjoyable one.


u silly silly fatty. i know u dun sound right when we put down the phone ytd. deep in thoughts doesn't mean i dun wan my fatty u know. i dun wanna have any arguements. jus wan us to cool things down. mad de lo. crazy man stupid. who say i want to change password. i want u to put many many nice nice things in de. yes yes loves. we will have many many more days n mths to come along. unless my fatty wan to run away n not blog! hahas.


we went to almost every part of singapore. pulau ubin also go le lo. still left with bird park n zoo. soon soon. we will conquer them all. den we must get swimming attire to go swimming. lalala. i believe no matter how we spent the day. be it those visiting or jus a simple simple day. as long as i have u right beside me. that's nothing more we can ask for. u too think this way right fatty.


holyshit. is 1am alrdy. i gonna hear nagging soon. i miss my fatty alot alot u know. =(


loves n miss. fatty is my everything. =D

12:44:00 AM
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Monday, July 06, 2009

pui pui love love ley...........................................................always not enough of me you think you only..........


i also la aiya we dun think too much the more we think the more we two suffer hor.........got time


we spent together no time we talk on phone lo loves.............................................................................


for your guy friends i cannot ley i will still be and always jealous de no choices this is call love.


really enjoy sunday outing (wait wait my leg cramp haha,cannot cannot my leg myleg haha)


crystal jade and ben & jerry ice-cream was nice : )


I miss my pui pui....................................................................................................................................


Fatty love you pui,......

3:58:00 PM
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Friday, July 03, 2009

i'm lost for words at times.

there's a limit to every girls understanding.




dun feel like saying anything. even if i tell u will there be any changes? i only know the very next day i will be better alrdy. i jus enjoy the times with u. with jus both of us holding tgt. time nv seems to be enough. u cant blame me for all the tantrums. cos i'm always missing my fatty. always hate the idea of u not available.




i know u love n dote me. u know i love my fatty lots too. he's nv replaceable. dun get so annoyed over my guy frens. they are still ppl i will meet n see in the near future. definitely i wont stop talking to them. cos one day i will still bump into them n update abt each other life. this r frens wat. no?




lookin forward to our sunday tgt. will meet u after my things. den we will go get those little little cakes from telok blangah. i saw in the show. will laze ard n see wat we can do. initially tot of going 3 monkeys for dinner. but u went there alrdy. n i dun feel like going anymore. so u shall decide on the dinner place.




sometime is less of angry but more of dissappointed. too dependent on u which dun seems to be a good thing. bcos we have been tgt closely for so long. too used with u ard. solving my probs n listening to my whines n nags.




oh ya. i wan u to go ssdc n settle my driving things tgt with me. i dun wan to do this alone. cos i totally dunno wat to do. u better spare a morning for me. someone is broke. care bout u! saving cannot touch de lo.




love u. miss miss u lots.

12:06:00 AM
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Thursday, July 02, 2009

pui pui at time you have to understand fatty becos he want to be more careful than cant meet at all,is he right you must support in the way becos if you dun who will loves........................................


last night fatty is sad becos he find it very uneasy to face the both of you.........................................


He is lost and dunno what to do and still lost..............................................................................???????


Fatty love you but he is lost can you tell fatty what he should do???????????????????????????


fatty love you very much and treated good but he is lost now??????????????????????????????


Fatty LOVE and DOTE you very much not just say only he do it even he is broke you know???


LOVEs fatty,

12:41:00 PM
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