dearest. this week feel so lousy. i bet the next few would be worst. everything sucks so much. whenever i wanna talk to u. whenever i wanna text u. i cant even do anything but wait for the next call to come along. jus imagine how often u call a day last time n totally nth now. at most 4 calls with no text at all.
you might feel nothing. cos u will always be occupied with ur things.
been thinking so much this week. nvm nvm next week would be even better den this. at least everyday is occupied with work. jus a day off. n shall sleep all day.
i sure dun get used to it de. it used to be everyday of u. now even seeing u is so hard. ao difficult. really wan all this lousy days to past asap. wat if one day meeting up is also impossible. dun think so much dun think so much.
i may never get to see you as often as i like,
i may not get to hold you in my arms all thru the night,
but deep in my heart i truly know, you're the one i love and can never let go.
