last night things was quite tense between us. we shall not talk about it anymore yes?
i still love my fatty so much. or perhaps even more. but sometimes u really cant blame a girl to think so much when things happen once or twice before. yes dearest? u hold tat special place in my heart tat's y. if not u think i will ever care bout u. lols. ur jealousy doesn't affect me anymore. i hardly talk to guys at all now. i'm jus used to textin u n calling u.
problems been coming in non stop. one after another. now is my parents. i heard them grumbling non stop. i guess more early nights alr. i still wanna keep my freedom of workin. i still need those dinner n supper times with my dearest. is my turn to lie low for awhile. in fact i enjoy workin more den stayin at hm. making them understand me within awhile is like mission impossible.
ther's so little fatty time this week. i miss him so much. we will catch up more after this long week. fatty gonna drive me ard. bring me to many many nice places. n having the company of each other is more den enough.
did u ever think how life would be without fatty? it wont ever be perfect. i love you. i wanna hug u right beside me forever. though i dun believe the word forever exist. LOVES! the only guy i love this much, my fatty.
