i hear ur voice and feel really bad. is like ur mood is really bad. we are both so worried bout so many things. many things to answer to. but i cant do anything but to stand by u.
i cant delete ur account. cos it was kinda attach to ur microsoft mail. i change the password instead. as long as u dun use it. sooner or later it would be inactive.
i was totally in no mood to do anything at all today. i keep wanting to slp so as not to think so much. but first time. i cant fall aslp at all. in the end i wake up. personal things n work aside. decided to pack my certs. wrote down notes on the modules i studied. prepare for the interview tmr.
i know i can no longer be dependent on you. you got many stuffs to settle. sorry dearest. you got into this mess bcos of me. my interview at 2 tmr. initially tot we could have a nice lunch after tat. tat's nth to hope for now den the interview to turn out well and definitely ur things to be settle.
dearest. i'm afraid to lose you. i dunno wat u will be thinking after this kind of things happen. but watever it is. i will stay by ur side n always be there when u needed. u might say i'm silly or wat to think so much. but bcos u r such a dear n precious to me.
love u. miss alot alot.
pls write something if u see this 2 or 3 posts okay. i cant text or call u. this is the only way i can communicate with u now.
