Sunday, June 29, 2008
i yearn for those freedom.
is been awhile since i pen down those dark sides of times in life. to a certain time, i realise nobody ustd me blog is wher i turn to. hearing so much, so unbelieveable to think that my parents actually think this way. i still thought pretty much, i thought life turn ard. my parents loves me afterall. i started cherishin. i'm afraid of losing them like how i lost my frens. but they dun ustd.
those tears eventually well up in my heart. maybe i'm jus bad at expressing myself to ur. all i need is those understanding. telling ppl how bad is ur daughter isn't doing much help in changing me. i believe i'm not that bad like ur describe. compare to other 18s. i guess my type alrdy extinct.
i may seem happy on the outside. but my minds run wild once i reach hm. i want to move out reali badly. i really hope the family turn for the better side soon. money's not everything. why cant they just ustd their daughter is alrdy a grown up. =(
1:04:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
closed for awhile to revive de blog. been the same old pictures for quite sometime alrdy. new look new look. credits to WEI QI! cos i made quite a big mess myself. lols!
met quite a few cliques of frens lately. catch up with my dear girls. deborah, alisa. celebrated her b'day. laugh alot as usual. slight things will make us giggle non-stop. how i miss secondary sch. those canteen with our laughters.
eileen and michelle. shop eat and slack tgt for the last weekend. talk alot of emo stuffs while relaxing at a cafe. think of it is quite true. but ppl jus ignore if things reali happen. our next meet up shall be ikea and movie. WEI QI stop dating! join us! =D
den a belated b'day surprise for dear chin. he keeps complaining when we are not ard during he's b'day. hahas. after which i guess he's really touched by the gift and personally made cake for him! =D
stopping work actually change my life quite alot. more time at hm. less time outside. i seems happier few months back. time passed faster less time being alone and ponder bout those realistic problems. avoiding seems to be the solution those days.
i know only results prove tat i've change. slowly ppl ard me will realise.
new addition to the family! =D
7:12:00 PM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Monday, June 16, 2008
it keeps me thinking.
i've got every reasons to make myself feel what i'm doing is actually right. but comments jus keep comin and comin.
been too demanding actually brings down everything.
the first step is actually so wrong.
tat night tat we went slackin tgt. those conversations keeps me pondering till now. will those things reali happen?
been wanting to settle those family probs. but is like so hard. nobody making any efforts.
6:12:00 PM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
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