Saturday, September 29, 2007
i'm actually leavin this blog to rot alrdy. to busy to actually care bout it. hahas. okay now some update in my life! whees!!!
i'm turning into a full time HYPNOSIS staff. so ppl come down and have lunch tgt ar. hahas. well... make this choice partly think tat the benefits is better and i wont be at any losing end anyway. & tat's no diff of workin as a full time or part time to me. i pratically work everyday! hahas.
fall sick le! private sales was a BLAST! the process was really really tedious la. omg! went thru everything smoothly! didnt manage to tun up for dragonboat! last session. i wont have time to go anymore. it will workin n more workin soon.
no photos to upload how bored. &partly i chose full time cos everyone is startin sch real soon. i'm afraid of boredom u see. hahas. flexible morning n afternoon shifts make me able to meet them too! =D
i know i will miss sch life.
those cliques of frens!
those bitching session.
those mugging days.
12:57:00 PM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
okay is time to do a lil' update! =D
appeal letter is in waiting for their reply. i've gone thru perhaps de most difficult time. everyone standing by n encourage. I KNOW THOSE FRIENDSHIPS i made are definitely not goodbye. =D my mood eventually got better. discuess wat i wanted to parents. some others helpin me to explain too. things goes well. they at least respect this decision i made now.
so now...
workin life is startin. it means less outing with buddies, frens and 5+5! ppl pls undestand. as much as i wan to go out. but now workin comes first! i promise to be there every meet ups if possible ar! i even may neglect dragonboat as time keep on clashing. this is the sacrifice i made to stop schooling now.
watch chuck n larry. very very hilarious n meaningful show. frenship is more impt den any other things. true frens stay n fake frens go! =D
&imissyou!
deeeeona! =D
JUSSSStin! =D
&this is for 5+5!
1:16:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Thursday, September 20, 2007
And now i know life not gonna be perfect anymore.
goodbyes to those frens i had fun with was never easy. the decision i made lost many things in life. things ended too fast. standin alone with diff environment sure sucks big times. i'm afraid of how it will be outside. i know there will be more doubts den ever to survive it out there!proper plannings need to be make.
nth to regret now. i know all this is for my own good! my future. i reali appreciate many many concerns from frens! i hope this time round i'm reali gonna settle down. i need to reali know wat i want now. =(
*cross my fingers! n pray hard i reali get a place in other course!
AND I KNOW THIS IS NOT GOODBYES!
3:05:00 PM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
i know i got so many ppl to answer for this decision i made. i'm glad most understand. i still think this will be the best for me. though there's something i sure cant bear to leave!
my parents are the first ppl i need to answer for. i know this past 6 mths i spent alot of u guys money. i know this are all hard earned money. i jus reali need ur understanding. i dun wan to continue n end up with a diploma failed! pls pls. all i need now is ur.
frens.
no prob. all know wat i wants in life now. not nursing of cos. these past 6 mths. is reali nice to know ppl in nyp. my classmates, 5+5 and many others. they are the ones to keep me goin in sch. they brought a big fat smile on my face whenever we met. is never a day of sorrow in sch n whenever we go out tgt. though some misunderstandings n stuff happens along the way. i know this means frenship more den sch mates/classmates! i know i gonna miss life in sch.
pray hard! i got a good course to be transfer into. i still wan to study. i dun wan to get my ass out n work so freakin early. i still wan to be in NYP!
eileen lim! this's for YOU!
u will be badly missed too girl! let's not say till we are not goin to meet up okay. pls get ur ass out early for attachments n classes. concentrate in class cos it's not gonna be easy. i will listen to ur gossips n nonsense. i'm jus a phone away. i will meet u up when ur days are terrible. i will scold you like always if u did wrong things. u r more den a classmate more den a fren. 6 mths to know u so far. this frenship wont end so fast. more to come along. think on the positive sides. there will be more to talk abt since now we are on a different track! i know i will rem the jokes we crack. doin those NO image things tgt! is not goodbyes! i mean it n you gonna be my fren for life!
all i need is you to update me on watever gonna happens. =D
AND lastly this woman here! she's been a good listening ear! hearing me rant n rant for days! now i finally made the decision! is time to settle down somehow i guess! five yrs on the phone everyday without fails! i know this is goin to last! many loves! thanks girl!
12:53:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
attachment seems not be so good ar.
i knows i'm complaining like no one else matters.
i know i might be too pampered to do stuff n service to ppl.
i know i lack knowledge n all.
practically is all cos NURSING is a NO CHOICE course!
i'm on the very very verge of quitting. i'm serious ppl. i need u guys comments! i'm a mess n very confuse state. i dunno wth i'm thinkin. i know this is not goin to be MY career. i make a harsh decision before. now ended my torturing myself. i got all myself to blame for this shit i got into now.
these past few days was not good! is only after the attachment it feels good! meet ups with those crazy fellas sure brighten up my days tons! =DDD
i love those frens! n i miss YOU all of a sudden!
11:52:00 PM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Saturday, September 15, 2007
okay okay! i need a quick update! my blog is super dead since last week! life's so pack! been tat great like never before!
went chalet with 5+5 on mon and tues! skip work n play the hell out of the two days! was reali fun! though here n ther some internal probs. I LOVE THE SURPRISE by me! they actually video out the days i nv been with them down to slides shows. so touched can! 5+5. ur are always one of the reason tat keep me goin on in sch! THANKS for tat very very great effort! i must pull up my socks n reali study hard le!
workin n workin after the chalet! SAVA race tmr! all the best ppl! shall wake up early to go over n spur them on! JIA YOU JIA YOU! paddles up... and go! =D
been contacting boy again! okay no worries! jus a fren to me. i sense the repetition of history! everything to late. but nobody's will know wat's gonna happen next! jus pray hard! it should not be the same again! lalala!
credits to deona leow!
1:40:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Sunday, September 09, 2007
is bright early in the morning! =D
i dunno wat the hell make me wake up n answer the call! got dragged to eat breakfast when i'm not even hungry! jus look look at him n eat! oh gosh! how meaningful. n i got to start work at 2.30pm later till night! gosh gosh! follow by two days of chalet! *collapse! lalala.
okay okay! ytd off day was meaningful. didnt stayed home as usual! went with theo to the blood donation drive. very very fun! u will see all sorts of ppl! tat's one pic of me n theo holding the balloons happily! hahas! later later... followed by a haircut with THEODORA! (she's cute, small lil' young girl) lolS! met hong rui for dinner den off to my THIRD day of buffet at vienna international! cannot le la! mus control liao. buffet = no contour anymore! " london brige is falling down!" quoted from justin! hahas.
boring! is getting more n more no life if i continue workin. i mus enjoy my one week holiday before sch start! let's hope no workin schedule ar! =DDD
n did i mention? i got all i wanted this yr for b'day gift! crumpler by stanley, eileen, michelle, boon! renoma wallet by deb. deona and alisa! cardigan by dear colleagues! coming up slippers by justin! and birkys from KEENE! thanks ppl! u got all i wanted! =D still broke cos over budget this month by the hong kong trip! lalala! save up for next yr BANGKOK! i must! lols!
gonna MIA for a day or two! chalets with cliques in sch! =D
9:03:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Saturday, September 08, 2007
n i miss your present my dear!
tat lil lil' affection i had.
you're all i need tonight!
okay okay! i had a tiring day! so no photos up today! jus words n words. is getting bored here. tmr shall go with THEO to cut hair! i must remember to get her lil' gift from hk out tmr! den follow by the blood drive volunteering work with her n justin! i guess it gonna be fun! hahas. shall blogged tmr! with more photos n info!
cant catch the netball league this yr at all! the ass is workin! n others are having promos! how bad can tat be! =( got to wait another 2 yrs!
lalala! bed's calling! ta-dah! =D
1:31:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Friday, September 07, 2007
okay okay! yeeleng is like finally 17th? hahas!
had a great day out with buddies! ( deb, deona, alisa, stanley, boon, justin ) shop for my presents! ( okay i got most of my wanted stuffs from them! ) den shop a lil' while in town. toured ard. hoppin to get my pretty slippers but all sold out! how bad! nvm! shall get them next time round! headed off to sakura with them plus jem n en chang along!
though not many ppl know abt the mini celebration! but jus wanted a simple one. hahas. thanks those lovlies for those smses! is been reali nice of ur to remember! n those comments! appreciate! this 17th is a blast! =D thanks all!
5+5 ar! not good ar! last group to do the most important thing! hahas! anyway see u guys soon! =D
colleagues at work!
before dragonboat!
and this group of frens! i know how much we miss school days! =D
n the damn freakin full dinner! =D
1:14:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
good day!
been a pretty smooth going day. the only bad thing is... i'm late for work again. how bad! lols! as always! finally my off day tmr. will be four days of fun! yea!
got most of my wanted stuffs. thanks fren! u know who u ppl r! lalala!
happy! =D
12:45:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
PMS sucks.
my mood is totally off today. did nth in the big morning at hm. jus rantin rantin my way to work. dunno y. feel so reluctant to even give a smile. tired from the workin days. too many days i've been workin. cos i guess i need more cash when attachment comes. onli 10 bucks day. cannot survive la. den bad things comes it's way! lost 25bucks! wth. my blur-ness cause it la. alrdy very broke. wth. now more broke. owe mummy more n more cash. say goodbye to my coming pay cheque more n more. wat the... wat the...
shall blogged wat i've been busy with lately. went sch for teachers' day. saw many many good frens. oh. those days we missed la. teachers tat still remember us faithfully. those cam-whore with gd frens! shall upload other day. lols! =D
went dragonboat the following day with deona n deb to SPC okay very fun. been wanting to join. but but. they are jus too pro. lols! very very fast. ended with many many aches the next day. and till today. shall go down on sat with them again.
okay right now. waiting patiently for pay day to come. den wednesday shall meet family for dinner. den the next day evening with lovely fren for my 17th! n friday meeting up for wei lie b'day celebration. busy busy.
5+5 ppls! i miss ur too la. so long so long. haven joined ur for any outings. gonna enjoy myself for the chalet with ur! =D
tat's it for now. shall post up lovely photos for these busy days soon. i need to heal my mood for now.
tell me why? why some ppl jus take granted of this lovely frenship u have made for the sake of money.is money more worthy den frenship. i dunno when will i ever get smart n save me from all this NONSENSE!
this frenship been so long. five yrs still counting. so tired. but i still insist on putting this photo up. though it's blur. i miss u girls. our chit chatting times in the canteen back den. stress would always be gone with laughters n laughters! loves!
1:23:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
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