ALL ABOUT ME. A LIL' CHAPTER WITH YOU. =D

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

so fake. so unrealistic!
everything was jus wrong/dream.

school been bored. to go anot. one or two hrs a day is reali killing. waste time n money. lalala. do project till late ytd. *tired thus self declared off day. hahas. mum's been complaining. y ur sch sometime so late start on and on. hahas. next week self declared holiday too! HONG KONG HONG KONG! DISNEYLAND! =DDD

after the trip i'm gonna clear some mess i made in sch. tat will be more make up lesson. teacher's nagging. okok! *sacrifice! =D dun care. jus go have fun first! i dun think will be heading sch tmr and thurs le. is like! no point la. all lectures. wed one hr. thurs 2hrs. wth! lols. shall do e learning at hm! den study study! week 18 will be semestral exam. how fast! one semester ending le! hahas.

this week will be workin and workin! at least when i'm back from hk i wont be eating bread! hahas.

i need more clothes! proper bags to go sch! n more slippers from NUM too! shop shop shop! but where to find the precious time! 24th august shall be a day to celebrate! den 17th sep will be a day of sorrow for three weeks! ( attachment at TTSH) *cries!

11:31:00 AM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Sunday, July 29, 2007

a day without work feels real nice. and oh gosh! tmr i got to work over at citylink again. dunno how to survive! sure tired like siao!

woke up early in the morning despite a sat! went off with part of the 5+5 cliques to watch harry potter. dunno whether the show is real bored. or the show is jus too early for me to catch it. lols. the good thing is everything comes free. inclusive of popcorn and drinks! THX PY! =D

went off to meet my dear girls at bugis. shop ard. weather sux! worried the ndp preview couldn't go on. look ard for jeans! den bought a cheap top for 10bucks! a steal! =DDD

okay! reserve a special portion for ndp preview! the preview was! WOW la! hahas. suddenly most of us felt so singaporean! singapore actually got much more stuff tat we didnt reali realise. the fireworks and the parachutes caught my freaking attention! is like so nice la. okay okay! though the freaking fireworks festivals ones were nicer. but but the atmosphere seems so right today la! loves was all ard! =D

tada! photos! some outdated ones got to be post too!

PHAT NITE!

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we look CUTE!

now the NDP preview!

see see! the scenary is WOW!

more photos! when i get from the rest!

12:19:00 AM

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

okay okay! let's blog! =D

today everything went well ar. i'm a happy go lucky person! *claps claps! though the results aren't very pleasing to many but i'm glad i PASS i PASS! hahas. meaning... no more extra lesson for the weeks and more days off from sch! wow! one more presentation and i will be done with projects! and there comes the important semestral exams!

super high now la! lols!

jus came hm from the PHAT nite! is so so wonderful to go out with the usual cliques! fun ppl makes the atmosphere go HIGH. dance, crazy and most important stress stress go away! hahas. i must emphasize. the party wouldn't be so nice if you girls wasn't there. next up! Kbox!

photos are all with the others. so i cant post them up now. hahas.

there's still some past i'm not willing to let go.
ending with some dissappointment i wouldn't wan.
all i need now is more time from you.
he's still not replace yet.

10:37:00 PM

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Monday, July 23, 2007

work is so freaking tiring la! =(

full shift followed by morning shift! this is killing. but weekend is well spent! i earned money! dinner tgt with kw! shopped ard! much more stuff we want to get! lols!

woohoo... good news! hong kong trip soon! so will be busy working after all the tests on tues. hopefully. hahas. need $ to go hong kong. finally! the long awaited disneyland and great hong kong sale shoppin spree! cant wait cant wait. but the expenses will be so damn ex. save up! no more buying useless stuff!

projects on monday

presentation and practical on tues

n i'm done with the major till the semestral exams!

i miss my dear girls! deborah loh, deona leow and alisa poh! meeting on ndp preview! cant wait! photos n more photos!

so much things to add on to my wishlists! i guess i got to stop window shopping! =D

i think this is nicer!

1:29:00 AM

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

after boring start of the week. there's actually something fun to talk bout now.

the YOUTH CULTURAL BAZAAR was a blast! or i can say tat our clique reali enjoy it. hahas. lots of laughters. the same shoes. same attire. hahas. unity in us. 5+5! cliques will understand. uno games and chomp chomp after the whole event.

the event was organised to celebrate racial harmony day. the games we played brought us back to our childhood days. okay okay! many of us didnt played so many in our childhood. we played barbie dolls, robots on and on. now the children even have TRANSFORMERS! lols.

bio test and safety in healthcare project! oh no! i need more time! photos time!

THE GIRLS!

upclose of our nicely done shoes! mine orange and white!

the guys! with their pathetic 10$! 10 yrs frens!

now i like this! GROUP PHOTOS!

11:10:00 PM

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Monday, July 16, 2007

okay i'm tired!

this weekend was well spent. ??? the only bad thing is! i haven hit the book yet! tat's bad ar. sentosa with the girls on saturday. if everyday we were loaded, no sch, no work. life will be so much interesting. hahas. all broke and we headed over to sentosa. spent 3 dollar the entire day. with home cooked food. fried rice, tuna, bread and chips. the stuff we can find at hm. budget budget! everyone got burnt and ache over the body! *ouch! hahas.

weekends was great. when u slept thru out and not care bout anything. mind is cleared. how i wish everyday would be as perfect as this weekend.

tests, presentation and on and on.mus get a lil' lil' time out for supper with cliques. i missed them. hahas. i wan watch the NDP preview. fireworks, marching.=DDD

photos photos!

sentosa here we go.

yea. much more. lazy le. hahas.

12:28:00 AM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Friday, July 13, 2007

lalala! i'm back to normal! everything's great everything fine! smile smile*

i know tat's ppl who are worried and came up to me and asked. dun worry. no prob no prob. close frens stayed by.everything settled. somethings are jus too personal to enclose. sorry! hahas. thru this period of time. i actually saw some new faces of some ppl. as in to the better of cos. =D quiet quiet. but very caring! thanks frens thanks frens.

like deb said. new environment means we got to adapt reali hard. though is hard at the startin. trustin is always hard hard to be built in new frens. slowly ya. i somehow miss secondary school when she sms me. those frens u know damn well. can talk bout everything under the sun. hahas. dun worry. we promise to have meet ups when everyone free? 28th july. more photos n photos pls!

the ppl i met in poly are nice! maybe the ppl i met. we can talk, gossips, craps, skip lectures and out tgt! tat's how nice when u meet nice ppl u can click with! maybe in certain way. everyone have same topics to talk bout.

next week tests and skills assessment coming up. i'm studyin. reali studyin. i lack knowledge. i'm startin to like nursing. but skipping class has been a routine now. hahas. mac breakfast is killing me. thumbs pls stop waking up early?

last few posts deleted. i dun wan keep bad memories. photos will be updated soon! sentosa tmr! =D

11:57:00 PM

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

i'm in sch! =D after mia-in for two days from sch. ahahas. is been a rather two long days. nth been goin well. some stuff being post-pone. and now i shall pray hard for tmr results.though roughly we know is nth good.

it always felt so good to cry in daddy arms. frens never ending care and concern. those opening hands to let you know they are always there. thanks frens. your are the ones i need now n ever. some stuff i might not let ur know as it is reali personal. thanks n thanks is all i owe ur! =D

the last family gathering wasn't a nice one. but i reali hope the next one would be a perfect one. lalala.

woke up early in the morning. prepared and got my books ready. NO ONE turn up! i'm alone. lols. i mean my clique of frens. stayed outside wait for thumb thumb. den mac breakfast. ate like we never eaten for long. left so many behind. hahas. sch mac breakfast sucks. egg shells, no butter and all. spoil appetite. den go for skills practise. till now still slacking. hahahhahas.

tata. goin watch to transformers later on. update again! =D

2:02:00 PM

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

while i was doing my assignment. switchin phone to silent mode. in my mind tat's so many rubbish i'm thinking, worried and scare of.

one msg suddenly come.
a simple reminder of life to my loves:
live life to the fullest and stay strong in whatever obstacles may come. good night n slp tight. =D

this msg suddenly brought a smile onto my face despite the tight schedule. someone who u actually dun talk much to, give a smile only whenever we walked past each other. someone remembered me in her fren list! lols! not many do this days.

1 day to hearing. =(

i miss them. the ones who know me in and out. i miss those days in sch. the laughters always made my stress flew away. u girls create an impact in my life. *random i know.

1:34:00 AM

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Monday, July 09, 2007

i'm finally ready to get my butts down and blog! =D

been busy workin for the last weekends. i want so so badly to meet up with frens to lalala. but money is a factor now. i'm broke. after work stayed up till late to finish up the projectS. is driving me crazy cos when i dun have enough slp. i will grumble n grumble. tat's me. down with sore throat, cough n flu. mummy is alrdy forcing me to the doctor. =(

a good news! i'm not workin for the whole of this week. bad news i'm going to be broke in august! argh! shall go to taka food fair and disturb deona leow if i happen to be in town. i wan to watch TRANSFORMER and DIE HARD 4. anyone anyone? will onli be free after wednesday! =(

the results gonna come out on wednesday. though mentally prepared for the worst. but i reali hope nth would happen to you. i reali need u. i dun mind missing class for the last time. as i wan to see u for the last time too. no i should put it tat. i wan to see u everyday from wednesday onwards. pray wish and hope for the best!

suppose to have a nice conversations with you. dunno y. it always ended up with many many arguements. i wanted to show u tat wee bit of care and concern as a fren. but somehow i put my words wrongly. u take care and i reali hope tat good old days of our frenship still exist.

the starting of losing someone is always miserable. but as time goes. the feelings get numb and new life starts. but i wonder why? the hurts gets deeper, the person fall deeper. if u realise. most of us encounter tat before. =D

colleagues!

6:00:00 PM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Saturday, July 07, 2007

this week seems to be packed. free days are always filled up for frens to catch up on each other life. it seems like more of a talking session this week though. it feels nice. and the fact is... no one actually know how u feel when u didnt say out. thus by talkin, eating with frens reali make me know much more.

assignments for this week seems to be horrible. i cant seems to complete. too much too stress. many things on my mind which i actually want to get rid of. i'm slowly avoiding the topic. but each day actually pass so fast that i'm gonna get the results soon. i dunno scare is all i could feel. i reali wish on the day of graduation three yrs later. everyone in my family would turn up and take nice photos with me. envy those graduates today! *congratulation!

meeting up with secondary sch frens today was GREAT ar! though everyone is practically in different sch. meeting up was nevertheless difficult. we took many many shots. ctach up more on each other. i reali miss thiose canteen times when deona mention. noisy like nobody business and eventually tat's how we actually get pass the four long yrs. four yrs actually passed quite fast ar! hahas.

okay okay! photos!

the vivo trip!

NURSES TO BE IN UNIFORM!

deb n me! the rest waiting for DEONA TO SEND ME!!!

2:22:00 AM

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

i know wat i wan. i know wat i need. is my life! =D

1:30:00 PM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Sunday, July 01, 2007

flu. sore throat. cough. they found me again. i'm infected. i realise after the HEP B jab, i actually became more weak instead of having better antibodies. studyin, workin and sleepin had been my favourites this week. in order to keep me busy from less thinking i guess. thinking too much will lead to depression u know. lols!

i though over n over again. maybe i shouldn't think so much. treat tat as a lesson and wait for the results to be out. it may not be a good one. n it might make me lose alot alot of things. is time to be independent. is time to make me wake up from my pampered life. maybe it is jus meant to be.

i miss papa!

after the toot toot hair cut!