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Thursday, June 28, 2007

it haven been me all days. wat's wrong.

sleepness nights makes me sleepy in the day. the money spent in sch is equivalent to paying for my slp time. how i wish it would be another way round. would i be serious in studying when now everything is in a big mess?

so many ??? in my mind. would anyone be able to answered all craps?

school still the same. those boring lectures, tutorials and labs lessons. argh! ppl bear with my nonsense for all these recent posts! i will be alright soon. =D

11:11:00 PM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

i dunno i dunno! my life is screwed in a big mess. too numb to pain! no tears to shed.

i miss papa! =(

5:43:00 PM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Monday, June 25, 2007

Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)

The Bottom Line
A friend's negative moods are rubbing off on you -- things are actually pretty good.
In Detail
A friend's negative moods are starting to rub off on you, so be aware that your negative frame of mind today might not be warranted. Take an objective look at what is going on in your life right now, and you will see that it's not bad at all. But try not to distance yourself from this friend who has become something of a bummer. She or he might not be the life of the party -- but you are a friend through good times and bad. Your mood can rub off on your pals, too -- so show them the bright side of things.

okay i'm done with the freakin 1000 essays! today went sch to rush n hand up. last minute work reali kills! still gto 3 more presentations to be done with. n nursing skills prac and theory test on the go!

on the way home. actuali many many things came across my mind. suddenly i believe in horoscope. is so true for today! argh argh. many emo emo songs were played on my mp3 for a sudden. den it eventually acc thru out my journey home. it died off straight away i reach hm. oh gosh. how spooky it can be! if there nth called regret n everything could rewind n replay. how wonderful it would be. but the good things is. i'm makin full use of everydays n treasure everyone even more. oh no. this entry sounds so random! but... =(

there's a last song played on my mp3 tat describes my feeling so so well!

Music and lyrics
Way back into love(Hugh Grant&Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

5:29:00 PM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

school reopening tmr!

i'm not done with my freakin 1000 words ass essays! =X

1:48:00 AM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Friday, June 22, 2007

i'm back from the chalet! awake after my 9 long hours of slp! i feel so shiok ar. lols! the camp details shall be updated now...

21/6
went for my HEP B jab in the morning with michelle. eileen didnt turn up. sch reopen gonna acc her to jab le i guess. we need three jabs to get the full antibodies. lecturers n doctors speaks differently la! =(

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meet the rest on the bus to go for our chalet! lucky there is our clique of frens there. if not it gonna be bored! we eat, cycle, bbq, drinks, craps and on and on la. the experience of cycling for the whole night sure sucks. with butts aching and legs cramping. *ouch! didnt eat much. not alot of variety though! I MISS JUSTIN beehoon. hahas. went to red houe while cycling. i didnt went in. stood outside n waited fro the brave one to come out. but they say inside actually got nth much. hahas. cycle half of pasir ris i think. oh! the slopes reali kills!

some stuff happen there. shall not elaborate! the guys there were nice! i couldn't imagine if there were baddies there! hahas. we all had fun anyway. breakfast n HOME SWEET HOME! =D

pictures pictures!
the girls!

the real girls!

the cycling moments!

chill!

me n fiona! =D

theo n me!=D

n our cam whore session!

8:35:00 PM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Monday, June 18, 2007

stayin put at hm for the whole day feel so nice! it's been like few months since a stay at home for the whole day. deona came over and study! though we chatted n stuff along the way we did something at least! =D

now i got an idea wat i wan my room to become. i'm goin to paste photos of ppl who are imporatnt to me! yeah! den all the pictures i will be able to see everyday! i wan my ceilings to be full of it. i gonna print out those by the end of holidays! if not next term gonna be a busy term again! =(

slpin not properly make ppl eyes look ugly! lols.

camwhorin never fails with her! frens for life! someone i need for life! =D

and till she ignore me!

tat's me with daddy lao kok kok specs!

12:46:00 AM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Sunday, June 17, 2007

i need slp! my body is feeling weird again. my body clock somehow change! i dun seems to get to slp at night but feel damn tired in the morning. school startin in one week time! tell me wat to do. lols! i'm sure to gain weight! eating at work with the colleagues. home with many food supply! argh?! get me back the sch time! at least i wont think of eatin tat much at night and slp well!

i haven even touch any single piece of work. i need help with my 1000 words essays! =(

work work work. i'm totally broke! got to earn back wat i stupidly spend this month! lols. i need so much other things. lalala.

random post! i'm goin to try to slp! =D

2:08:00 AM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Friday, June 15, 2007

though my eye bags are getting heavy, missed my bed so much, i still stubbornly sit in front of the monitor wanting to blog so much for once. lols! bloggers sure know tat kind of feeling.

today was great! i shall not called it the e5s gathering. probably a bps class of 2006 gathering instead! lols. it was like we haven seen each other for a few months alrdy not to mention those in nyp. the feeling is jus like those old sch days! those nonsense, those craps somehow still the same. no one felt like strangers. i felt the closeness! the bbq was SUCCESSFUL. though everything was bought on the day itself by us! but most of the food was edible! n some said nice. lols. *ppl more gathering ya! every holiday we shall meet up once! =D*

how i wish my class would have tat bit of them to keep me motivated in sch to end those draggy lessons. not tat there's no one at all! there's still my clique of frens in sch. i dunno maybe i'm reali not into it? it takes time to adapt. n as time goes. i know everyone progress! cos we cant possibly stay in secondary days. hahas.

now i understand! y so many ppl told me... u could only find true frens in secondary sch! i'm glad i've found them! we are still as close as ever! photos time soon when i got the pictures from the others. =D

1:11:00 AM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

overspent overspent! mus cut down. if not how much i work wont be enough to get me thru next month! how i wish i would have rich parents to get me thru the days. holidays without money sure sucks. okay okay! no more spending and more studyin and workin! YEAH! i'm lookin forward to this thursday bbq! the ppl i missed so much! =D

got my new urban heels, my necklace, my polo, my slips on! i guess it should be enough for this month le! mus start aiming all over again! lols! should be saving up le! hahas.

everyone asked to continue. yupp. i'm tryin till the end of semester n i will see how again alright? =D

pictures speak a 1000words! photos time!

out dinner with the loveliest! =D

the new born in the family!

shoppin with the girls!

and dinner with old buddy! =D

12:57:00 AM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Sunday, June 10, 2007

it's been a busy week!

first it was choral and classical tat i was workin on! the 700-800 words essays are reali a torture la!

workin. meetin up with GOODFRENS! HAPPY SWEET 17TH GIRL! LOVES! shoppin movie and eating. so nice so nice! words cant describe! laughters are always wat i returned home with! not money can give okay. hahas. ocean thirteen wasn't a bad show. mus be i didnt catch the first two parts which makes me lost. but slowly i understood! Brad Pitt damn handsome la! though he's old. hahas. i finally bought the NUM heels! the pain on my leg is killing me with tat pairs of heels. immediately get a new pair! jeremy was there which means 20% off. hahas.

the past few days was horrible. kept on thinkin and thinkin bout my course, interest and so on. is always tat draggy to go to sch. if there wasn't fren... long ago i would have alrdy give up le. i dunno how long i would still stand. i'm not inspired at all! instead everyday passing by is making me scare n tired of life. i couldn't find the way i want in life anymore.

awww... super random! but i'm still deciding if i should.............?

robbers.victims.superman!

birthday celebration at deona's hse!

today's outing!

the never ending frenship!

1:09:00 AM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Thursday, June 07, 2007

yoohoo! felt so refresh now! got a good long nap after days of late nights and long days. dinner cum supper after tat. now i'm so full. cant get to slp n i bet i will be late for sch tmr. lols! i'm early today as there is lab! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE DEAREST MOO! lols! sweet 17th. it gonna be a surprise later on in sch for u later! many many loves!

presentations are done for this term. next term gonna be a short one but exams presentations are so so much. holidays aren't liek holidays and i'm goin to study n work as well! how m i suppose to cope? =(

sentosa again this week if i'm not wrong? alisa girl birthday! we will have FUN!

MY COLLEAGUE at work! =D

when we dress smart enough to not look like nurses!

and each other ignores!=(

12:50:00 AM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Monday, June 04, 2007

awww... today is such a bad day. i woke up on the wrong side of the bed i guess. late for school. den forget bring admin card, pants got stained. blablabla! everything jus went so wrong. i learnt to see instructions now. n tat damn damn teacher is making me crazy! she say things like " i dun entertain ppl with no card!" but hello? i'm present la! my percentage went all the way down to 90%! argh argh!!! lucky is jus a elective.

so elective teacher reali spoil my mood. i dun intend to waste my three hrs there. thus i went off for the interview thingy! $70 for jus a crappy two hrs conversations! =D more of this i hope. everybody went for the sake of money! hahahas.

suppose to went home to catch a nap before sitting in front of the monitor again till late night. but MISSES DEONA SI TING LEOW. so called her up. have a drink at hk cafe n off to night market! borin! bought food n went amk hub to walk walk!

photos to update later on! school tmr! BORING! project to do! =( pray hard presentations will be a good one!

11:52:00 PM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

holy ****! i jus realised the project is onli due on 8th june. i wasted my sleepin hours! =(

1:48:00 AM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

woohoo!!! i can finally use my hse desktop to update my blog! is freakin late in the middle of the night le. but but.. i still dun have any inspiration on my APPRECIATION OF THE ARTS module 700-800 words essays! lookin for more details on my FOUNDATION OF NURSING ICA. i need to get started right afer this update.

so i got a GREAT day ytd with the cliques of ppl like jay, chin, justin and FIONA! =D was chin birthday but onli 4 manage to turn up. though there was so pathetic few ppl but we have lots of FUN la! teh steamboat dinner, night viewing at esplanade was splendid! ahahahas! later photos shall explain okay? =D

workin full shift today! was hell tired. my eyes are closin. non-stop rubbing eyes. food was the only thing to keep me awake. my mouth need to munch munch and munch. boss was kind to fetch me home! yeappie!

seeing ppl ard me get affected by love. i felt bless i'm single. but sometimes when i look ard. i got affected by lonliness. =(

me n justin! on the way to sim lim for he's lappy!

steamboat session starts!

the night viewing place!

and tada! HOME SWEET HOME!

1:07:00 AM

YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!

Friday, June 01, 2007

argh!!!!!!! the second time i blog lei!!! i blog so nicly jus nice la! den in jus a second everything GONE! wth with blogger! this is the reason i blog lesser and lesser.

ytd public holiday was great! out with dearests three. playin like nobody business! laughin and laughing feel so great. destress ar! hahas. oh! how i miss old school days! though in the beginning of the trip was abit turn off by the rain! but slowly slowly the weather was so nice again! =D

i dun understand the stupid sch rules set by the managenent! no wearin shorts and slippers. sounds like small kid lo! gonna meet one tecaher. i wonder izzit counselling session or izzit punishment! argh! so iritatatin la!

the fav cam-whore partner in class!