Tuesday, November 28, 2006
the pussycat dolls! I don need a man!
I see you looking at me
Like I got something that's for you
And the way that you stare
Don't you dare'
Cause I'm not about to
Just give it on up to you'
Cause there are some things I won't do
And I'm not afraid to tell you
I don't ever want to leave you confused
The more you try
The less I bite
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm into you
I don't need a man to make it happen I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get up do my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!
You know I got my own life
And I bought everything that's in it
So if you want to be with me
It ain't all about the bling you bringing
I want a love that's for real
And without that then no deal
And baby I don't need a hand
If it only wants to grab one thing
The more you try
The less I bite
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm feeling you
I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good I get up do my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down I can get off when you ain't around
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go[Repeat 4X]
I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man to get me through
'Cause I know I'm fine I feel brand new
I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
Don't
I'll make it through'
Cause I know I'm fine
Without you!
I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get up do my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!
I don't need a man (I'm over you)
I don't need a man (I'm over you)
I don't need a man (I'm without you)
(I'm over you)
I don't need a man
I don't need a man
I don't need a man
3:05:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
i'm too used to sleeping late le i guess. =(
so practically today plan to go out was actually somehow messed up due to the heavy rain.but still went ahead with the interview n a quick window shopping.n i got to tell ur this... LIFE WITHOUT MONEY$$$ IS HORRIBLE. the things u like but cant get it sux big times. the NEW DIORKISS lipgloss is so tempting la! but $35 is reali quite ex when i don even have an income yet! =( i will make sure i will shop happily when i have the money when i get my pay! =P bball was then cancelled. so jolly well stayed at home n pigged my night away.
actually there is nth much to blog about. but jus blog for the fun of it. or m i too bored? lols!
i'm FOOLISH, DUMB, SILLY!
how can i fall for the same thing for twice.sometimes i jus don understand some ppl. maybe somethings are reali not meant to be. but the truth is there seems to be something missing in my heart still. i wanted to let go so badly. i need TIME!
2:13:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Sunday, November 26, 2006
after this long week! i'm finally BACK bloggin. =DDD AND ppl bear with me. this gonna be a real long entry!
i'm jus awake after 12 long hours of slp. =( dead tired.
yesterday... went for work after two hours of sleep the night before. n u know wat! though tat job is not tiring but we got to work 12 long hours.n the workplace is real far la.jurong!!!
let me have a brief description of my work! hahas. is mainly to stock take onli. but all i have to do is to sign my name. the two men which i'm team with will do all stuff. hey doesn't mean i'm slackin okay.=P den the best thing is the job is so relaxed. i got to sit on the crane n go up high high stories with them. sound as if i'm playin alot. overall this job is great la. the ppl n the experience i got from them. FUN! but the location is too far.it can onli be a temp job. =(
starin on nowhere. slackin!
so back to my ytd. workin with deb n deona is real funny la. imagine both of them can be laughing at everything? hahas. but i'm jus too tired to care bout them. oops! went tgt with them to lorong ah soo to have a temple dinner. n the cab fare cost us 16$ la. nice food so worth it lo! =D fetch them home n me after them. home sweet home!
back to wat i've been doin this week except for workin! went to catch a movie after deona is back. 9.56. the movie is alright onli. not highly recommended!!! is onli the sound effects tat freak ppl out. lols! den went dota-in with the guys! actually the main plan is to play pool de. they bluff me there! n bein the stupid woman starin on the screen n don understand a single thing! n their face were all so serious! PICTURES LATER! =p
on the screen which i don comprehend a thing!
see. their serious looks! they kills.
gonna get my lunch n stuff le. tata!
i'm glad i didnt make a choice to go back with u. u left me once again silently! u aren't serious in goin back despite those sweet talks! i know i know clearly maybe i expect a little too much from u. but which girl doesn't wish for a honest relationship. maybe we are jus not meant to be.
reluctantly i say NO.
now i got to bear with the heart ache cos i love my frens n myself more den YOU. =D
1:46:00 PM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
today is such a BUSY day!
slept less den four hours den i'm off to my bro primary one orientation! n for ur information... i got forced to go. so reluctant to go there n listen to preaches. hahas. met up with alot teachers, principal. they were all quite shocked tat 4 years have already past in a flash. me too! n now i'm done with my secondary school life. =D
went to get a new maid. den off to lunch n shoppin for my dad stuff. came back n CLEAR my whole cupboard, book shelves , to round it off i clear my MESSY STUFF. now u can hardly find notes or workbooks in my room. =D
in the midst of clearing my stuff. i found gifts, badges, cards from most of my frens. though is a small small thing it sure makes me smile! birthdays, exams n festive greetings! so so nice la. will i still get it after i leave secondary school life?
(okay okay! shall let photos do the talking. =D)
the badges i got! some are free some are achievement! yeah!=DDD
my birthday present from seri, jamie n sharon. is like two years ago. n i think is damn cute la. =P
the gifts i got from pei ying, mr burhan, deona bao bei, cheryl and jovin and the monkey from wui leong! =D
all this cards. tat cheer me up n wish me happy birthday in a way. so nice. esp. the one from justin n joanne. thanks alot!
still cards! but miniature de. some are even hand made. so thoughtful of everyone. once a while of all this cards makes school life more enjoyable la.
the heap of rubbish after the long clearing. all this years i have killed so many trees! oops!
so busy tat i've forgotten bout YOU! at least for a period of this busy day u r not in my mind. don give me false hope anymore will u?
5:29:00 PM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
is gonna be 3am in the early morning! i'm still wide awake starin on the computer screen doin some blog hoppin. can u see how bored i am. =(
so yupp. went for supper with cousins. night owls. we cant get to sleep n decides to meet up! went ica building with deb in the noon. went to have a replacement of ic. that forgetful girl lost umpteen times of things these yrs when we were talkin bout it while waiting for her turn. n tat aunty reali sounds as if we were those young gals who dunno anything! lols!
i'm gonna get 3 hrs of sleep time onli. tmr gonna go over to my primary school to attend my bro orientation with mummy.so so bored. imagine? i have to listen to whoever the one preaching for like 3 hrs? gosh. i'm sure to fall asleep. hahas.
now i realise. i shouldn't hope for too much. i tot i would trust to make u assured me again. but now i'm wrong. u r giving up. n now i'm back starin on the empty space wishing upon the stars again.if onli all this never started. i arldy got over n u are back to disrupt. now i'm missing you!
2:56:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Monday, November 20, 2006
hello!
finally i'm back to blog. GLAD to say! i'm done with my O's!!! is like... FINALLY over.but sad to say is also means an end of secondary school life. so many many ppl i'm not gonna see le. a good n bad thing la. next phrase of life gonna start. =D 
SO... today mainly is jus a day for my dear girls. strictly NO GUYS. the hanging out tat i'm always lookin upon. the craziness tat we four will always create. (will upload the photos when deona is back from genting).
we went over to vivo. it was so complicated n we kept on walkin back to the same place. our legs couldn't carry us further. thus we proceed to town. somewhere the crowd isn't tat bad as vivo? we went to job hunt. topshop sales girls was reali attitude. gave up the idea of workin there den. went over to taka. the guy was friendly! brief us on the job but i still think tat it doesn't reali interest me. i'm reali fussy on choosing job. i need a job which reali comforts me. hahas. good pay good job. slowly find lo! hahas.
talk to my dearest cousin like almost everyday on the phone. without her i wont be this strong now. overcome problems which no teenagers can take it. i still gladly take it in my stride. =( i know life not gonna be easy after so much things have happen but one thing i'm sure! watever happen... there are still ppl hu care n love me. i should be glad.
i dunno wat i should do. u r so different. not the one i used to know. will u showed the love n concern like u used to give. show me the reassurance once again will u?
11:51:00 PM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Thursday, November 16, 2006
1 more paper down! n 3 more papers to go. n i'm glad tat i didnt even bother bout POA at the first place. everyone was complainin how hard was it straight after the papers. =( nvm ppl still got MCQ to go. jia you!
i'm gettin sleepless nights nowadays. all thanks to my stupid flu which is buggin me since sunday. weakling? yes i am.
i'm already in my holiday mood. but i jolly well know tat i got to score for my fnn or else is really gone for me in poly life. is all because my humans n science are in are done horribly! =( pray hard i could remeber my theories well enough! =D
u r back. i knew this day would come. but yupp trust are gone. it takes great effort to bein with u again. time will prove everything.but for now i would still choose my darlings girls over u. they are more precious den u.friends is wat we ought to stay as now.
i'm jus lovin my life. =DDD
12:14:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Monday, November 13, 2006
was spendin my weekends sleeping n catching up on the energy i have lost during tat whole week of papers. =P though it may sounds like i'm slackin but no i didnt. i was only merely restin to have a better week. =D
yesterday was sunday. a day which an irritant stanley is born. lols. nicely we celebrated his birthday. lettin him win in watever n don decide to scold him for jus a DAY. hahas. bought him a small cake followed by pool session in champions.shall post the photos later. and is been decades since i saw lang n frens! ur look so much better ar. stylish i mean. hahas.
n again i'm sick!!! sound so weak la. onli a major exam o's n i'm like half dead le. doctor gonna see me for two times in a month. money could be better spent on my shopping. =DDD
yupp. i'm lookin for good jobs lobangs. anybody intro pls. in need of moneys for holidays la. hong kong trips, hair dos n more... endless things to be done after o's. thus more money is needed. =P
mummy n son! his stupid face!
his nice birthday cake. though is small is the thought tat count. =D
10:29:00 PM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Friday, November 10, 2006
STUDYING STUDYING AND STUDYING...
it has been an endless week of books n notes all in front of me. my companion for everything. goin out with books, sleepin with books ard me. how pathetic can life be for a o'level student!
BUT YES!
i'm glad to say. everything is coming to an END! 4 more papers n i'm done with it. ENJOY ENJOY! is wat i'm gonna do.
i'm not gonna say anything bout the papers tat have passed! let's see the result next year. not gonna let the papers affect my mood for this few months starting from 20th NOV. =P
but sadly for now.
i still gonna mugged hard for my FOOD AND NUTRITION! n i'm lettin go of my accounts. don scold me but i reali don sense a need for me to pass tat subject.oops!
alright all the best for the rest of the papers people!
my relationship with mummy is getting worse. not even sure i could still be able to go on a holidays. she's getting nasty n yes is reali irritatin me. n sometime i cant help but to shout at her. i need tat wee bit of respect too.
my mind still appears some blur images of urs at times. is not easy to forget no matter how nasty u were. esp. the happy times tat we used to share tat cover all else. it seems impossible to walk down tat empty and long road alone in the past but now i'm glad to say however long n empty tat road seems to be, i CAN as long as my frens are there. i never felt tat wee bit of loneliness. i felt assured n secured.
will everything be the same after O's?
6:28:00 PM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
i know i know!
now shouldn't be the time to blog. yes yes. time is running short. is like 5 days to my VERY VERY first paper. =.=! studies is such a chore la. i cant stop ranting n ranting! no confidence at all. so lost! after doin like umpteen practise but i still cant figure out other school questions n papers. is their standard too high? or izzit i'm lousy? argh!
all the best to every every one takin art n biology paper tmr. i know i know ur can do it! alisa gal gal! have confidence in urself okay. don be too stress up! i believe in YOU! =DDD
is love like a dream?
12:09:00 AM
YONE, TWO. A STEP AT A TIME.!
The GirlY
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GRADUATION DAY
FAMILY it used to be.
CAMERA!
bangkok yr 2009!
new phone!
many many LOVES! =D
Wish Upon those StarsY
all my loves:D
my birthday present from seri, jamie n sharon. is like two years ago. n i think is damn cute la. =P
the gifts i got from pei ying, mr burhan, deona bao bei, cheryl and jovin and the monkey from wui leong! =D
